I think it's happening to me. The point in your life where you have no control of what fate brings you. I have for the past few years managed to steer my way towards the things I wanted and have everything fit perfectly into the perfect mould I created in my mind. I never ever expected the current circumstances to unfold. But I've learnt to be extremely grateful and be kanchiong. I've got my back-up plan ready in case this country and its "systems" decides to pull the rug from under my feet , again. So I have secured myself the most conventional, typical and what they say the "right" side of education. So fucking what? It's the ballsy ones that break away from all this I'm such a pussy..........