It's getting boring by the sea

"Hey get in loser!" Getting rescued (after much whining), squeezing in the backseat of a raging car reeking of Corona and lemon. Humiliating myself infront of some schoolmates by trying to be friendly and then to be greeted by a cold dead silence that made me feel like curling up like a mealworm being pricked.. Haha but all was fine later, you know , just excuse the weirdo chirpy girl

Tonight was alright. Asides from the fact that all i want to do right now is take your shoulders and shake them silly, hit your shins ,pull my hair till my roots start bleeding and scream fuck it can't you see this is as good as it gets, tonight was al-right