Gimme sympathy

I have to start getting coffee in crates..I did not have coffee the whole of today and omg I do not know how to explain the feeling that plagued me today of lethargy mixed with confusion (because Fuzzy is square and Fuzzy is very acquired to patterns) like an ethereal floaty yet weighed down feeling haha whatever

How I'm pulling through school is how I believe if I work hard, get myself to my desired course and get myself a job, I will then have enough income to move out, get a small bacholerette (I insist) pad with uncomfortable black and white zen furniture, straw mats and a low table for dining , a comfy futon-like bed, a Tiki bar, incense burning through the living room, shelves and shelves of books, an island in the kitchen and cable television for all televisions. And then I can get myself all the freaking bags in the world without having to beg my mum - from a must-have Balenciaga Motorcycle bag, a Proenza Schouler leather satchel and a huge Miu Miu shopper..and shoes! TONS OF SHOES. And when I have accumulated enough shoes and bags in my inventory, maybe then I'll think of starting a family. Yeah, this is my goal. You can apply to be my roommate here, I share my clothes!