Today I sit at home and "get my act together", I am a sucker for those "wake up calls" especially if I take you seriously. I only take 1 teacher seriously but that's good enough. I hope I'm not home just because I'm lazy (and broke) or I think I have no more clothes to appear before everyone else. I foresee myself shredding the ends of a boring pair of stonewash shorts I've yet to wear. I do have to go and get new pairs of socks but then I couldn't think of a specific place to get socks.. I mean if you wanted Pens and Paper you go to Popular/ Borders for the pretty non-functional ones, Cookies you go to Famous Amos but socks ? Haha bata..
Today is slightly frustrating. I just want to be in a state of nothingness , that's a nicer way of saying stoning , just rot do my homework eat read a little read the papers read Lolita (im not done yet) read what's happening in China watch telly have a good nap and do some more homework just alone time just get away and have some good ol' Fuzzy time k so maybe it's selfish but I just really want to listen to music and not have to talk.. talking requires thinking. I've learnt this from the many times my mouth caused some trouble because of me being so tactless..maybe that's why texting was invented so you could actually have buffer time before you reply.
Is it scientifically proven that there is a male-equivalent of PMS? I think boys are far more emotional ,and bitchier than girls. And without reason. That's what PMS is right? It's a good excuse for you to exercise anger and sorrow. I wish to express mine in the form of physical torment, which is not very healthy but I have given up many outlets for a healthier life and books and writing I wish to assosciate with happy happy times. So I either cry like a stupid bitch or scratch something or someone. But sometimes I do both when it's not that time of the month but it comes in handy as a good excuse. But I've steered offcourse with this and beg to differ that boys are far more emotional, and bitchier.
Off to take a shower
