Sunday, August 9

I feel alone tonight. We are fighting, no surprise there. We fight as much as you'd need to breathe, you know it's become second nature. If the day went fine, but we didn't fight, something's wrong. I mean I'm trying to change that but my success rate is.. 0. So anyways, we were in the midst of a hearty tussle when he decides to fall asleep. Why are boys so "good" at their game

So now I lie awake. Alone, in my room. My whole family's away for the weekend, they left yesterday and left me feeling like the happiest girl alive. Peace and quiet, perfect for a good condusive weekend of studying, good for uninterrupted Wii games, good for a good wild time. Wrong. I am here, at home, not studying, not having a good wild time, waiting for 2am because that's when they play the repeats of Monday Night Laughs on Starworld. I need to meet new people, make more friends, preferably those with a car so I can have prata at Simpang now. Now I'm hungry, thanks me for making the night more unbearable Why didn't you just listen to me. Fuck it I'm so upset over nothing, or something I just can't put into words, I don't know what I'm feeling now but it's sure not a nice feeling. Now I'm even more pissed because some lady on Wedding Central is wearing lip liner, why do such things

I know it's silly but I really feel like crying now