I made it a point to not remember when we got together, well I am extremely bad with dates. We don't have monthsaries (i learnt that that is actually a term) or anniversaries. I feel very bad. I've bagged all my pessimism about "love" and "relationships" and leashed all the wrath onto him. I feel it a necessary protective mechanism. Are we just together to achieve the grand "one year" title. I'm a live in the moment type of girl, which is a very bad but good thing and I am not a commitment-phobe. But for that to work I need some air to breathe