Time : 447am

So today I woke up with a little too much phlegm (as a kid I thought it was spelt 'flem') in my system. And now I have a killer sore throat because I 'de-medicated' it. And I have a sore-eye. Never in my life have I ever had a sore-eye... I have realised how dependant I am on my bb which is so sad eh because im no big businesswoman who needs to her schedules in tact. I listen to Soft Rock Star too much but I can never remember the lyrics, it goes something like this Climb the walls to make the sunrise in time but the night already begun? I'm really hungry now like Im feeling for meat. I wished I liked vegetables I would totally eat fancy salads and chew on a cucumber but.. I dont eat vegetables. At all. And I hateee that I just cant seem to eat vegetables. You should see my face when I accidentally eat one I look like a mix of nausea and violation. I feel like dangling my legs out of the window and have one right now but that's too much work. I wished everything would sort itself but it wont. I wished I could have everything like I wanted it to be but I dont know what I want it to be. I know I kinda want sushi I haven't had sushi in the longest time mm unagi sounds pretty good right about now. And I want to lie down on the bed and not make out and just watch tv and fall asleep but that's all tainted now. I want a kitten. A black kitten and I shall name it Dimitri. I wanna name my son Aidan or Adam or Danial. And my daughter Sofia or Anna. I want something so bad right now but I dont know what it is